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action yay!
posted on 10/21/12 at 8:07 AM | 0 cmnt/s

hi. i've told you about R, right? yep. 

he keep his words 'talk less do more'. it was our first month. i didn't expect much, as long as we're together, i'll be fine =] he didn't say "happy anniversary" or something like that, but i'm okay sooo i lived that day as usual, but when i mentioned him on twitter "met bulan pertama @rigelmfz" he retweeted it with "okesip" hhhh songong rite? but i loooove him *ups...we promised each other not to say 'i love you' intensively :-).

tapi, di hari berikutnya, he insisted me untuk pulang dia yg nganter. lalu, teman-temanku sibuk sama gue yang mau motokopiin soal, jadi dia nunggu lama. pasti dia bete hueheheh sorry yaw! 

sampai dirumah gue, gue langsung masuk, dianya gue tinggal di depan haha, pas gue keluar........jjang! 
dia bawa bunga =" i've never know that he's sweet, walaupun cuma bilang 
"kemaren kan aku ga ngucapin, nih *sambil nyodorin bunganya* itu yang warna orange maksudnya biar kaya d'jak ya"    

yayayaya terserah lo tapi gue seneng meheheh:-3
i love the way you act! the way you calm me down, the way you listen to all my stories, waaaa! 
stay like this, please...

oke ini cuma iseng-iseng cerita buat ngilangin penat setelah uts. bye!


new life
posted on 9/27/12 at 7:27 PM | 0 cmnt/s

why? why it has to be this fast? i've been letting it flow and this is the result. there's a yyoung man, he stole my heart and he didn't even try to return it to me. here's the story....take your chips and it won't be creepy (because i'll write this post with feelings and heart :b), i hope. 

i know him since he was a new student in my junior high school. we didn't know each other, well i just knew him as 'a new student' there. just like that.

we go to the same senior high school. back at 2010, he went to X7 and i went to X8. so, we were near right? but still, we didn't know each other. i only knew his face and his name. and also, we were friends in messenger. 

11th grader. we went to science class. i was in science 1 and he was in science 4. he went to the same class with my best friends, tidy feliza and dhifa. in the 2nd semester his classroom had a trouble with the air conditioners so, science 4 move to XII social 4. you know, XII social 4 classroom was there, stick beside XI science 1. we were near, right? and i remembered there was a time i saw him passed through my class, and i had a thought "he's cool". it was just like that. ya know, i had a boyfriend that time, so i didn't think much of my thought about him. 

i broke up. i told you in my several posts before. i feel lost but i knew i'll be fine. 

mos 42 2012. he was mentoring a class, and i also participated on that occasion. when i went to the class which the mentor was him. i felt like, oh my goodness..and it all went okay. and finally, we knew each other. we started to talk.

we started to contact each other too since we've been gone to the same class at bta. we dine out together with some friends too. and that time i had a little thought on my mind. i started to like him. but it all went in common. i haven't fell for him. but..........................................

it was holiday. a holiday that we always have in ramadhan and syawal month. we contact each other while we 'mudik' intensively. almost everyday of holiday. and i thought, i started to fall. fall for a young man i just knew. we continued to keep contact. until the day we had to go back to school. i had no idea. i never thought that our chat was a 'something' i always thought that everything was usual. nothing special. i didn't expect much of him. because i knew, he was careless. he didn't think much about girl. 

the day had come. 14 of september. my school held a 'latihan gabungan' for the 10th grader. i was placed in the climax post. physic&mental guiding or bimet for short. i was afraid if i couldn't do my best as a leader. feliza was there too. she knew that i like him. she realized something weird about him. he went to bimet for several times, he talked to me but i had no idea. because on fridays we have to go to bta and we both had to skip the 1st lesson because of latgab, i went there with him. 

 i was sooo tired, i felt something wasn't right with my tummy, i had a headache and all the things came troughout  my mind. i was really lost. i didn't know what was i supposed to do. on the way to bta, he said that he was hungry and asked me to eat before we head to bta. we had a chitchat it was fun. but i couldn't handle my tiredness.. all the moods i had were blending in. and out of the blue, he started to talk "gue lagi deket dong sama cewek. mau tau ga siapa?" "siapa?" "depannya R" "cie riris ya?" "kok riris? rias tau" *my heart skipped a beat* "mau nggak jadi pacar gue" he continued. and i spontaneously said "gak" "kok nggak?" "kan lo bercanda" "gue ngga bercanda" ooOooOOOoooOOoooOOOooo all the thoughts, all the moods were blending in and i had no clue of what was i supposed to say and do. he asked me to be his girlfriend. as simple as that, out of the blue. 

 we went to bta and i haven't told him the answer heheheh. i completely felt awkward, i felt like i was going to explode flew away trough the skies.... i couldn't concentrated on my study that time. 

 well before we went home i said "sorry, gabisa nolak" and we were officialy in a relationship. 


"The best kind of 
love is with the
most unexpected 
person at the most
unexpected time"


i think that quote is true. i love him. i love the way he makes me feel. the way he leads me to think that 'past is just past. it is your memory, you dont have to delete it but now youre with me'. the way he holds my hands. the way his eyes stare to my heart. the way he walks :b. the way he makes jokes. the way he laugh. the way his eyes will smile when it meet mine. the way he act. he doesn't talk much but he does more and more and moooorreeeee and that's what i love about him the most.

enough for this post. i'll tell you more about him, bloggie. :-)


I love you, Rigel Mafaza♥. :-)



p.s. sorry for the bad grammar and writing, still learning though:b

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posted on 9/10/12 at 5:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hay! have i told you about "Kece"? yap kece is like a family name.

 kayanya sih ya kece itu ngehipnotis gue... sebenernya waktu smp gue ga gitu deket sama tidy, titis, aldi, kober, bani, tito. sama tidy sih pernah sekelas deketnya cuma gitu2 aja dulu. kalo sama tika, mak kita mah temenan dari dulu sahabatan gitulah pokoknya, kalo sama yudha radian dhifa sih ya cukup deket. 

 awalnya gue cuma disuruh tika ikut jalan sama temen-temennya terus lamalama jadi sering jalan deh, sering main dan berlanjut sampe sekarang. no regret banget direkrut sama tika, gue nemuin suatu keluarga baru disini dunno why gue merasa nyaman sekali berada di antara titis bani tika radian yudha tito kober manda dhifa aldi dan tidy. gue gaperlu jadi orang lain, bahkan kadang gue gaperlu jaga sikap. gue bisa sepenuhnya jadi rias yang manja, yang suka rese yang suka nyablak kl ngomong...ya tapi mereka nerima aja gitu tapi tetep lah kalo adda yg salah dari gue mereka mencoba untuk mengingatkan. disini semua kalo ngomong itu ya apa adanya banget. gaada rahasia antara kita, gue bisa dengan luwes cerita ke mereka tanpa hrs ada yg ditutup tutupin, mereka juga bakal denger cerita gue, ngasih saran dll. dan kalo gue ngelakuin kesalahan atau ngelakuin hal yang mereka ga suka, mereka bisa kok ngomong pelan-pelan, ngasih pengertian ke gue ga dengan cara yang langsung nyakitin hati gitu. they know me well. they really are. 

 i think i fall in love with you guys, i fall hard. kalo bisa kita kaya yg di pict yang di share aldi ya "hari ini kita bersahabat, esok kita bersahabat, dan selamanya kita bersahabat. nakal dulu baru sukses, jangan sukses dulu baru nakal" huehehe hope this bond tied us forever and alwaysssss! i love u guys, and i miss u! can't wait to have the next quality time with u({}) 

a lil imagination
posted on 8/27/12 at 6:13 PM | 0 cmnt/s


hell-o! guess what!! i'm doing great and i love this brand new life. hanya saja gue agak risih sama nyokap yang secara terus-menerus mepet gue buat cari pacar baru. sedangkan gue lebih suka menanggapinya dengan "jodohin aja aku sama anak temennya bapak" yap, i always use that statement because... dengan kata-kata itu, nyokap bakal berhenti sejenak dan ngomong (misalnya kaya gini) "oiya, kemaren ibu ketemu tante esi, dr kamu kecil dia mau kamu biar jadi mantunya, anaknya sekarang udh semester 5 loh ganteng, putih wah...." setidaaknya beliau berhenti sesaat dan mengalihkan topik. 

sebenernya, gue itu suka ngayal, bukan ngayal yang enggak-enggak loh tapi. gue suka ngayal tentang masa depan gue, bahkan kalo gue ngayal udah kaya nulis story-line di alam bawah sadar gue sendiri. entah kenapa, bayangin masa depan itu enak, tentang karir, lovelife, motherhood pokoknya semuanya. mungkin sampe sekarang gue belom nentuin pilihan gue secara mantep bakal kuliah ambil jurusan apa, sejak bokap ga ngebolehin gue buat kuliah arsitek, gue gatau lagi harus kuliah apa..karena waktu gue mau jadi arsitek, gue udah kebayang mau kerja dimana. 

well, masih banyak jurusan lain yang mau nerima gue kok hahaha aamin. walaupun sampe sekarang gue belom tau nih, tapi pokoknya yang penting gue kerja dan punya penghasilan sendiri untuk ngehidupin diri gue sendiri&orangtua gue nanti. gue suka ngebayangin gimana jadinya gue kalo kerja di fashion co. kaya di Zara/Kardashian Kollection/Channel dll yang udh punya brand ternama misalnya jadi manajer di salah satu cabangnya gitu kan lumayan. atauga kerja di majalah, kaya di Devil Wears Prada gitu whoa nampaknya berat, tapi jadi fashionable gitu kan kewl banget.

and about love-life, i really wish for someone who'll always be grateful to have me, to feel lucky because he have me, to accept and love me for who i really am, to always stay beside me. i need a gentleman that i'll depend on. i know i have to be an independent lady, but i still need that kind of person to rely on. ya pokoknya i want a man who'll always needs&loves me the most and also find me perfect even he knows me at my worst :) 

i really wanna be a hot momma!!!!!!! i'll post abut my imagination motherhood later.

enuff kay? calm, you'll see me on my next post! x

ouch!
posted on 8/1/12 at 8:29 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hi... seems like my blog asked me to write (?)
i wanted to write something but i don't know what i should write right now, i have no inspiration. or maybe, should i tell you about my 12th grader life??????


so, here it is
jadi 3 hari pertama kelas 12 gue ga masuk ke kelas, kenapa? karena gue ditugasin buat nge-dokumentasiin acara mopdb. sebelum gue ke kls 12 gue udah denger-denger dari kakak-kakak kelas dan guru-guru terutama guru muda alumni 42 soal guru-guru yang bakal ngajar di kelas 12. ada guru ter-killer sebut saja pahe. 


pada hari pertama, kita udah mulai belajar, dan ternyata hari pertama jadwal pertama itu pahe ngajar di kelas gue, XII IA 1. ada 2 temen gue yang sekelas telat masuk ke kelasnya alhasil mereka diusir, katanya sih hentakannya kenceng banget sampe kedengeran ke kelas sebelah *iyagakya*


dari situ, gue udah takut banget... gimana nanti kalo gue masuk ke kls? mana katanya, kalo ga masuk pelajaran beliau, beliau bakal ngetest yang ga masuk itu buat ngerjain soal. whadehel, pelajaran beliau itu adalah salah satu pelajaran yang levelnya "extra hard" buat gue, gue buta dipelajaran itu, dari kelas 10-11 gue gangerti apa-apa, setiap pelajaran itu gue cuma masang poker face gue. 


dan setelah masuk ke pelajarannya, ternyata dia ga segalak yang gue bayangin. hanya saja semua yang dibilang kakak kelas (yang gue pikir cuma buat nakut-nakutin) ternyata 100% benar adanya. mereka bilang "kalo dia yang ngajar, percaya sama gue, cuma suara ac doang yang ke dengeran" omagaaaah bener-bener gaada satupun anak yang berani bersuara, bahkan gerak aja takut. gue juga ga berani buat nengok-nengok ke jendela segala-____-


cuma setelah beberapa kali ketemu di kelas, beliau ternyata punya selera humor juga kok. beliau begitu karena cuma mau murid-muridnya disiplin, beliau baik sekaliiiii=')


andddddd, welcome Ramadhan! 
akhirnya ketemu bulan penuh kenikmatan lagi yah, semoga puasa kita dilancarkan+penuh!!! Aamin=)
mohon maaf lahir bathin ya, semoga lebaran ini thr yang turun makin banyak=')


see you in the next post!
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