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graduation (late post)
posted on 7/25/13 at 9:25 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Hellaw!
It's me again.. and I am going to write about my graduation day! Yay!
*telat banget* tapi paling ngga mau share aja kalo orang-orang inilah yang bikin gw betah di sma, yang bikin sma gw ya nggak hitam putih abu-abu ajalahya

waktu acara belom mulai, si cewe-cewe narsis ini udah foto-foto terus aja, mungkin karena baru sampe jadi masih pada cantik-cantik =b sampe dimarahin ya disuruh duduk sama guru karena asik foto-foto


and then, ada anak yang telat tau-tau duduk di sebelah gw aja, belom pake jas dan kemejanya juga belum dimasukin huff dasar tukang telat. doi namanya Rizqie, eits bukan berarti gw sok-sok nulis gak bener, tapi liat aja akte-nya, ejaannya pasti begitu. beberapa anak ada yang bilang kita pantes jadi kakak adek setelah shooting drama bareng, ada juga yang bilang mirip mungkin karena sama-sama pake behel. ini anak juga temen main dari kelas 11, dan waktu kelas 12 kita sering belajar bareng sama henry, bagas, taufan, aldo, majid. untung membuahkan hasil ya, eqie-pun meraih nilai 100 di pelajaran biologi! Congratz :b semoga sukses jadi pilot ya kaaaak! :)


nah kalo yang ini sih namanya masbay, ketua kelasnya xii ipa 1 yang baik! bisa mimpin teman-temannya. dia juga bantu gw dalam banyak hal, kalo curhat juga sering ke dia, minta solusi dalam ngatasin buku tahunan dll.  pokoknya he's a very good listener for me and I miss talking to you bay! sukses ya


kalo Azfar, dia kaya hampir tau semua tentang gw. he's one of the nicest person I've known! (the most patient too) di chat jam berapapun juga bales, mau cerita apa-apa juga nanggepin pokoknya top lah! and I think I'm gonna miss him when he left for Japan to continue his study. See you! You have to be a successful person! ;)


One of my fave accessory I bought it months before dan baru dipake waktu ini
 


nah! this is my sweet Feyiii!

and this is me


ini Gita! sd-smp-sma barengan! sahabat 12 tahun nih, punya gak? hahaha. bedanya, dari sd-sma gita jadi dewasa banget, sedangkan gw ya masih aja begini dari sd..


my fave teacher! she's the one who get close to (almost) all of her students! she's so lovely and forever young. Kadang, miss K ini lebih kaya temen dan kakak daripada guru, mungkin karena missK juga gaul, di luar kelas kadang manggilnya ya lo-gue.. and I miss u miss!


duh ini kurang tito, ini anggota dari kece club, family family!


nih nih bocah tengik yang suka over pd dan kurang pd pada saat yang bersamaan. anak gokielz yang seru dan dulu agak miris nasibnya.. tapi sekarang bejo banget! perjalanan cintanya udah nggak begitu miris lagi karena sekarang dia udh punya cewe yang cantik dan yang pasti pinter, iyalah anak itb.. terus Putro juga udah dapet uns, dapet ui juga waw selamat kawan! sukses ya bawa nama Jawa yow!


My lovely XII IPA 1, OUSTINE!!! MISS Y'ALL GUYS!


Well, ini ajinomoto team ada Feyi, Tidy, Rias dan Paron. waktu kelas 10 kita selalu bersama, sampe sekarang dan sampai nanti inshaa Allah yah Aamin! belakangan ini, Paron sama Feyi suka main dan jalan sama Rias, kalo Tidy diajak jalan suka magey sih.. Paron sama Feyi sering jadi tong unek-unek buat gw, mereka berarti sekali, kalo gak ada mereka ini mungkin gw gak bakal ngerasain jadi anak sma (bunuh diri gt wkwkwk lebay) yah pokoknya I LOVE YOU! Paron sekarang jadi anak Hukum di U. Brawijaya, Feyi di IPB, Tidy sih masih galau pilih Undip atau Telkom, choose what's best for you dear! Think about every single thing! Insha Allah kita ini adalah calon-calon orang sukses ya, Aamin! 



Nih si adek Henry adalah teman main yang suka nebengin pulang yang suka ngajak kesana kesini tapi selalu pas gw gabisa ahaha. sukses adik!!


Nih ada foto 2 orang 'agak ganteng' yang atas namanya Awal, yang bawah namanya Yudha.
Awal ini temen intensif BTA yang masuk kalo TO doang dan temen gosip gw, sering banget kita gibah bareng. kiranya, awal ini cukup desperate karena dia ngerasa udah ganteng, tapi masih jomblo :( yuk mari manteman siapa yang mau pdkt-in Awal silahkaaaan!



Kalo Yudha temen 1 basecamp juga, waktu kelas 11 kita sering main bareng-bareng di rumtop dan kadang nobar gitudeeeh, Yudha nih cowok yang kakinya mulus, takut item, dan gelian! pegang aja lehernya dia sama pinggangnya ntar juga menggeliatgeliat:b
Sukses buat Yudha dan Awal!


Waktu acara mau selesai, Wakil Ketua PHOSFOR periode 2013/2014 menghampiri dan memberikan setangkai mawar putih ini, katanya sih dari anak PHOSFOR. Terimakasih adik-adikku! 


Gak semuanya bisa di taro 1-1 disini, pokoknya makasih banget buat kenangannya X-8 Vasteristiclyte, XI IPA 1 Loostusteadus, XII IPA 1 Oustine! Buat PHOSFOR jugaaa! Buat XXIX..
Sukses semuanya! See you when I see you guys!

Adieu!
xx

G-O-O-D-B-Y-E!
posted on 7/19/13 at 9:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Long time no posts and here I am with my teary eyes..

I can't reach my goal of being a student in University of Indonesia.
My Mom has been my very best supporter since the 1st announcement. I only chose UI for the whole tests I've joined, too high, but that's what my father dream, his only child become one of those lucky students. He also want us to be a one of those who wear that yellow jacket (he was a student in UI).

When he knew that in this last chance I can't pass... Beliau gak ngomomg apa-apa sampe sekarang, walaupun ibu udah berusaha supaya bapak tetep support, tapi yg beliau tunjukin hanyalah rasa kecewa yang sangat dalaaaaaam. Bahkan, waktu mau berangkat ke kantor beliau gak pamit, gak mau kaliya liat muka anaknya ini yang bisanya cuma ngecewain dan nyusahin. Kalo aja rias boleh milih jurusan apa yang rias mau, kampus mana yang rias pilih, rias bisa jamin kalo rias gak akan ngecewain bapak.

Ibuku itu hebat, hari ini ibu malah ngajak gw jalan-jalan untuk ngelupain rasa kecewa gw juga yang tentunya gak kalah dalem daripada orgtua gw. Ibu dengan bangganya ngerangkul gw waktu jalan, padahal biasanya gak pernah.. Ibu bilang biar gw kuliah di swasta aja, daripada di luar kota, emangsih gw pernah bilang ke ibu kalo gw gamau pilih kuliah di luar kota karena dari kecil udah ditinggal ibu dines kemana-mana, masa sekarang waktu ibu udah pensiun, udah di rumah terus malah rias yang pergi ninggalin ibu?

That Mr. Mafaza also been here the whole time, he always says "masih banyak cara lain buat sukses" I knooow. He always supports me and he always lend me a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for always been there for me.

A sweet young lady named Arissa also always supports me. Her words always touch me trough my deepest heart. And she makes me realised that I am loved and blessed. She loves me, she also says that there are a lot of people out there who care for me, who love me, who are nice to me because I always do the same to them, but I never knew that. She makes me sure that nothing to worry about as long as I focused on what I have now.

My big family... Ah they are the best! I couldn't ask for more.

Well, at the end only Allah knows what's the very best for me, even I ask for thousands times to be a student in that university but it's no good for me, I won't be accepted. Mungkin jurusannya yang salah, atau kampusnya yang salah, mungkin memang bukan di situ rezekinya. Allah pasti punya jalan lain untuk rias supaya bisa bikin bapak dan ibu bahagia. Karena emang riaslah harapan satu-satunya, Mungkin sampe sekarang rias udah terbiasa dengan kata gagal, tapi rias gak bakalan bosen gagal sampe rias bisa bikin bapak dan ibu bahagia, gimanapun jalannya, sesederhana apapun bentuknya yang penting bapak dan ibu nggak ngerasa disusahkan dan dibebankan lagi karena rias.

I want to thank you to all of you for supporting me! =D

I am grateful for what I have now. I couldn't ask for more. I have my family, my friends and lover who never get tired to lift me up and never throw me back down!

I love you guys! And I'm feeling special because Allah wants me to wait for something big that gonna appear in front of me and I can't barely wait for that! *meyakinkan diri sendiri lah ya*  

Adieu!
I'm gonna post some more since I have nothing to do til September wohooooooow!!!!!!
xx

say hi to OUSTINE!
posted on 4/19/13 at 10:33 AM | 0 cmnt/s

hello!

 let me introduce you to our special twelve science one (re: oustine)!
well kemarin adalah hari terakhir kita menghadapi ujian nasional dan itu berarti kita akan menjalani hari dengan masing-masing, maksudnya ya ga di sekolah gitu. belum ada setahun kita jalanin bareng-bareng tapi harus pisah juga...

 kelas yang misah sendiri dari deretan kls 12 ipa yang lain, kelas yang dari awal udah kena sama guru dan kelas yang namanya 12 ipa 1 tapi sering di cap nomor 1 dari belakang. 

 tapi, kita ngerasa kalo kita kelas yang paling melebur jadi satu. hahaha ya semua kelas pasti akan merasa seperti itu, yang jelas sih, antara kita hampir ga ada jarak. mau kita duduknya ujung-ujungan tapi pasti saling nyamperin. terutama kalo pagi-pagi ada yang lagi ngobrol, satu per satu orang yang baru dateng pasti jbjb alias nimbrung. 

 ngomongin soal sering kena sama guru, sebenernya dari hari pertama masuk sebagai murid kelas 12, kita udah kena sama guru matematika. waktu itu karena 2 teman kita gatau kalo bel masuk udah bunyi dan waktu nyoba masuk..............jengjengjeng, remember that moment by yourself, guys! :b
btw, kita selalu berusaha untuk gak remed di pelajaran ini loh

 lalu pernah ada kejadian waktu kita lagi belajar akuntansi, emangsih jadwal setelah akun itu kimia tapi waktu itu emang belnya belum bunyi, mungkin ibu kimia udah kangen sama kita dan pingin cepet-cepet ketemu. pas beliau masuk, otomatis kita bilang "belum bel bu" entah kenapa ibunya ngomong apa gitu terus pergi, ga lama setelah ibunya pergi, belnya baru bunyi dan ibunya ngambek gamau ngajar selama 1 jam pelajaran. 

 setelah itu, teman yang paling kita & guru khawatirkan (David) cabut waktu mau belajar fisika. padahal, waktu itu ulangan fisika kita mau di bagiin. ibu guru fisika kita itu baikkkkk banget, jadi kita kaget waktu beliau meluapkan rasa kecewanya ke David, dan akhirnya di kertas ulangan David ditulis "CABUT"

 guru bahasa inggris pun tampak selalu rempong, entah emang dia tipe orang yang perfeksionis atau ya begitulah...

 bahkan, kita sempet bermasalah sama walikelas kita sebenernya sih bukan bermasalah tapi, kita merasa kalo awal-awal kita cuma bisa jalan ber-40, bukan ber-41. ketua kelas kita juga memberanikan diri untuk ngomong langsung ke walikelas kita dan akhirnya kita bisa jalan ber-41=")

 berhubung hampir di semua ulangan harian dan nilai tryout kita sering di cap nomor 1 dari belakang tapi itu yang bikin kita semangat! tapi kadang gue mikir, emang segitu bodoh&malesnya kah kelas kita itu sampe di cap kaya gitu? tapi ternyata nggak, kelas kita nggak segitunya kok. kelas kita itu sebenernya korban, as what gabe said "ihhh kelas mereka tuh udah dapet soal, gimana nilainya ga bagus-bagus?" dan bayu si ketua kelas cuma nanggepin "yaudah lah be gausah provokator gitu yang penting kita tetep belajar" 

 walaupun emang sering di cap jelek, tapi kita sangat ama berharap kalo kita bakal jadi yang paling baik pada akhirnya. it's like save the best for the last. kita udah ngerahin semua usaha dan kerja keras yang maksimal, saling bantu dan dukung satu sama lain. and now, let God do the rest! =)

 i'll miss ya guys, i'll miss ya soooo much!









sekarang waktunya kita mencar-mencar untuk meraih goal kita masing-masing ya! 
sampai ketemu di hari lain! =')
"as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together. and if our life changes, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever"
{}=*
smooooooooooooooooooooochssss!
adieu!






2012
posted on 12/31/12 at 5:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hellooooooo! 
i just finished my latest post and i feel relief. i was crying loh haha such a crybaby-_-

 and then, this is the last day in 2012. what have you done on the whole year?
2012 flies sooo fast. 
and here are what i've done in this year.

 BAD MOMENTS (that i remember):

  • Knowing a tsunami in the early year. Japan, be save!
  • Had trouble with my scores
  • Argued with parents
  • Believed in a fake hope my father gave
  • Unwanted break-up
  • Breaking up problem
  • Split up with my Loostusteadus
  • Feeling empty
  • Sick for a week so i couldn't attend school
  • Argued with my very best friends
  • The other best friend mad at me 
  • The whole people in XII Science 1 had to sign on a letter of agreement with teacher
  • Felt lost like i had no friend
  • Friends blaming me because i found someone
  • Couldn't have a holiday with my family
  • Eyang Rini passed away..
  • Recognize who "this" person really is

and many more that i forgot

 GOOD MOMENTS (that i remember too):

  • One of my dreams came true, i went umrah :')
  • Khrisma got a new job after resign!
  • Oki graduated
  • Mom got a new car
  • Went to the 12 grade
  • Blend in with class
  • Got a new cellphone
  • Running Man 2nd Anniversary and yet still goes on till now!
  • Off position as a leader of PHOSPOR and gave it to the right person
  • Met new people in BTA45
  • A stronger best friend relationship
  • Seven-eleven
  • Found someone new :-)
  • Got my toefl score as what my father bet me


 Ah, good moments are too many and i can't write em all here

 and here are also my resolution for 2013

  • won't get my ass stick up too long to play with my laptop
  • study harder! and no more lazy things
  • stay healthy
  • pass all the tests smoothly
  • go to the nation university
  • see happy smile at my parent's face
  • HOLIDAY!
  • get my body taller
  • all of my projects status will be completely success
  • looking for a job, too
  • my whole family are still given chance to live longer in a very nice condition
  • relationship is still going well

and soo many more heheheh

 maybe i'll post again because it's too boring here huh 
adieu!  

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posted on at 3:56 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hi there, uhm
i have a not so good day today, i really want to throw everything that has been bothering me. 
i know i shouldn't share it on a social media like this but i don't know who else would hear. they would say that i'm a grumbler, maybe i am, but no one really understand how i feel. not even ONE. 

 so, as you know, i'm living my life as an only child. i bet you think that "wow, cool an only child, she can get everything she wanted", "there'll be no one disturbing her", "she must be loved by her parents" NO! 
yeah maybe i can get everything i wanted BUT if i can give my parents something too, such as a good toefl score or the other school's stuffs. and you know, sometime it is tiring to beg for their (parents') time. both of them are workaholic. correct it, my mom is still trying to make time for me. how about my dad? he doesn't. weekend, holiday, red date or else he-still-make-his-job-as-a-priority. mark it. once i get his time, there's always something that makes me mad. like on the way, heading to somewhere, he never stop talking on the phone. and i do hate it, a lot. 

 i always stay at home everyday, school day. just with mbak. i do really want to play with my friends on holiday, but nowadays my mom always ban me to do this or that. maybe that's because i am a 12 grader that have to study all over seconds. it's so stressing me. i think my mom wants me to be an anti-social kid who only have mbak, masjon and masno as friends. being home alone is boooooooorrrrriiiiiinnnggggggg. 

 i don't know what else to say. 

 today, 31st of December 2012. i was planning a new year event with tika and tito but my mom has successfully ruin it. :-)
i envy people who gonna spend their new year event with their lovely family.
and on the other side my dad is in his office now, i don't know what is he doing there but i know for sure he doesn't even think of spending time with mom&me. thank you so much for your attention, daddy! there's only you who can make me feel loved and forgotten at the same time. i love you mom&dad :")
me? i think i'm just going to surf the internet or watch some variety shows, alone. 
if only my cousins were here, i won't feel this lonely. 

 bye!
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