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Oh-so-skinny
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Hi!

I am so confused right now. Having a hard time untuk menaikkan berat badan.
Berat badan gw stuck di angka 40kg, tapi kadang suka tiba-tiba turun ke 38kg gitu dan gak naik-naik lagi,
Sebenernya, ini karena gen atau emang penyakit?

Kalo gen, di keluarga bokap gw badannya pada kurus-kurus dan bertulang kecil, kalo di nyokap banyak yang ndut-ndut lucu tulangnya juga gede-gede. Jadi, apa karena gen dari bokap?

Tapi, nyokap gw cerita kalo waktu kecil gw pernah dibawa ke dokter tumbuh kembang gizi anak gitu, dan kata dokternya, setiap kali gw makan, lemaknya itu kebawa keluar semua bareng feses jadi, cuma sedikit lemak yang nempel di badan gw. Masa sampe sekarang?

But living this life with oh-so-skinny body isn't that good.
Baru beberapa saat masuk ke mall aja udah kedinginan gara-gara di badan gak ada lemaknya :"
Terus, jadi kaya ngga kuat ngapa-ngapain gitu. Rasanya habis kulit langsung tulang. Digigit nyamuk aja rasanya nyes gitu kaya bener-bener langsung tulangnya. Temen-temen yang ketemu pasti bilang gw kurusan, gak ngerti gimana lagi caranya naikin berat badan. Padahal makanan yang gw makan juga bikin orang gemuk harusnya tapi ya ngga gemuk-gemuk ini huhuhu.


Any suggestion?

My Kind of Love
posted on 7/26/13 at 10:59 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Hello! How's your day?
I'm going to post about..... ah just read it if you want, if you don't, you know where the close button :-)

Well, if I write a post titled "My Kind of Love" maybe someone out there would have such an "illfeel" thing. Hahaha. Moreover, when he read it.

Okay, my boyfriend is not a person who's so into this. He doesn't like that kind of relationship which has to be seen by the universe so, I assume that he only want me, only me who knows the way he feels for me. I am feeling special because of that but, sometimes I want people to know how cute he is. There are some of our friends who say "Pacaran, tapi kaya orang ngga pacaran ya kalian" and we like that. We really like that because being like that is fun and we don't always have to be seen as a lover.

The words "I love you" is way too priceless for us, saying that before sleep or in the morning is not our kind of relationship's habit. He would say that he love me when we just got into a fight or when we celebrate our anniversary day. I like his style of being into this relationship. Even if it's his first time to be in a relationship, but he knows how to treat me. I do love the way he treats me and I think, my mom loves it too. At first, my mom doesn't really like him but when it came to my birthday, I showed her the video he gave me and after that, she constantly ask how is he doing..

There are some of his personality that I hate a lot but all of them are covered by his kindness and sweetness. I hate the way he mad at me, he would end up being quiet all day to me and I always can't stand that! He is so scary whenever he mad. Insane. He often apologize first and I always end up forgive him because I still want him in my live so bad. Despite all of that, I bet you're gonna envy me.. He likes to text me "Take a look   in front of your house, who's there" and it's him carrying a bouquet of red roses and straightly say "Happy anniversary" or on the rainy day when mbak doesn't cook for lunch, he would come to my house all wet bringing me a packet of Happy Meal which has a minion in it. He always show his love by his act, not his words. Doing a sweet thing is much better than saying sweet things.

Whenever I tell him how afraid I am of losing him or those break up issues, he would say if everything gonna be just fine, we don't have to worry about tomorrow, maybe we have a destination but we don't even know what's going to come in front of us, "Kaya jalan di terowongan aja, kalo dijalanin terus juga ketemu titik terangnya" okaaaay! and I pity him a lot for saying that he have to spend those 17 years of his life waiting for me then does he have to spend another 17 years to look for someone who can replace me? hahaha.

Well, I can never thank Allah enough for bringing him into my life. Please stay a little bit longer.

I love the way you can listen to all my stories as a best friend, love me like a lover, spoil me like I am your younger sister or your daughter, respect me the way you respect your mom, support me like I am your idol, the way you get jealous, how you spend your time with me, how we make up after a fight, how dying you are to see me dressing up; putting make up on my face; and wearing heels like a sweet young lady, I love you, everything about you. I love you, even if I can't tell you everyday, you have to know that I always do.

You know, we are living in the best kind of relationship. Why? Because the best kind of relationship is with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.        
There's a reason why we love each other now, and we don't know if this is forever.
There's a reason why we are together now, and we don't care if it's not forever now.
Ah! How I love being in love. Thank you for completing me!





I love you Mafaza, I really do! <3 p="">xx
         

posted on at 9:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s


graduation (late post)
posted on 7/25/13 at 9:25 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Hellaw!
It's me again.. and I am going to write about my graduation day! Yay!
*telat banget* tapi paling ngga mau share aja kalo orang-orang inilah yang bikin gw betah di sma, yang bikin sma gw ya nggak hitam putih abu-abu ajalahya

waktu acara belom mulai, si cewe-cewe narsis ini udah foto-foto terus aja, mungkin karena baru sampe jadi masih pada cantik-cantik =b sampe dimarahin ya disuruh duduk sama guru karena asik foto-foto


and then, ada anak yang telat tau-tau duduk di sebelah gw aja, belom pake jas dan kemejanya juga belum dimasukin huff dasar tukang telat. doi namanya Rizqie, eits bukan berarti gw sok-sok nulis gak bener, tapi liat aja akte-nya, ejaannya pasti begitu. beberapa anak ada yang bilang kita pantes jadi kakak adek setelah shooting drama bareng, ada juga yang bilang mirip mungkin karena sama-sama pake behel. ini anak juga temen main dari kelas 11, dan waktu kelas 12 kita sering belajar bareng sama henry, bagas, taufan, aldo, majid. untung membuahkan hasil ya, eqie-pun meraih nilai 100 di pelajaran biologi! Congratz :b semoga sukses jadi pilot ya kaaaak! :)


nah kalo yang ini sih namanya masbay, ketua kelasnya xii ipa 1 yang baik! bisa mimpin teman-temannya. dia juga bantu gw dalam banyak hal, kalo curhat juga sering ke dia, minta solusi dalam ngatasin buku tahunan dll.  pokoknya he's a very good listener for me and I miss talking to you bay! sukses ya


kalo Azfar, dia kaya hampir tau semua tentang gw. he's one of the nicest person I've known! (the most patient too) di chat jam berapapun juga bales, mau cerita apa-apa juga nanggepin pokoknya top lah! and I think I'm gonna miss him when he left for Japan to continue his study. See you! You have to be a successful person! ;)


One of my fave accessory I bought it months before dan baru dipake waktu ini
 


nah! this is my sweet Feyiii!

and this is me


ini Gita! sd-smp-sma barengan! sahabat 12 tahun nih, punya gak? hahaha. bedanya, dari sd-sma gita jadi dewasa banget, sedangkan gw ya masih aja begini dari sd..


my fave teacher! she's the one who get close to (almost) all of her students! she's so lovely and forever young. Kadang, miss K ini lebih kaya temen dan kakak daripada guru, mungkin karena missK juga gaul, di luar kelas kadang manggilnya ya lo-gue.. and I miss u miss!


duh ini kurang tito, ini anggota dari kece club, family family!


nih nih bocah tengik yang suka over pd dan kurang pd pada saat yang bersamaan. anak gokielz yang seru dan dulu agak miris nasibnya.. tapi sekarang bejo banget! perjalanan cintanya udah nggak begitu miris lagi karena sekarang dia udh punya cewe yang cantik dan yang pasti pinter, iyalah anak itb.. terus Putro juga udah dapet uns, dapet ui juga waw selamat kawan! sukses ya bawa nama Jawa yow!


My lovely XII IPA 1, OUSTINE!!! MISS Y'ALL GUYS!


Well, ini ajinomoto team ada Feyi, Tidy, Rias dan Paron. waktu kelas 10 kita selalu bersama, sampe sekarang dan sampai nanti inshaa Allah yah Aamin! belakangan ini, Paron sama Feyi suka main dan jalan sama Rias, kalo Tidy diajak jalan suka magey sih.. Paron sama Feyi sering jadi tong unek-unek buat gw, mereka berarti sekali, kalo gak ada mereka ini mungkin gw gak bakal ngerasain jadi anak sma (bunuh diri gt wkwkwk lebay) yah pokoknya I LOVE YOU! Paron sekarang jadi anak Hukum di U. Brawijaya, Feyi di IPB, Tidy sih masih galau pilih Undip atau Telkom, choose what's best for you dear! Think about every single thing! Insha Allah kita ini adalah calon-calon orang sukses ya, Aamin! 



Nih si adek Henry adalah teman main yang suka nebengin pulang yang suka ngajak kesana kesini tapi selalu pas gw gabisa ahaha. sukses adik!!


Nih ada foto 2 orang 'agak ganteng' yang atas namanya Awal, yang bawah namanya Yudha.
Awal ini temen intensif BTA yang masuk kalo TO doang dan temen gosip gw, sering banget kita gibah bareng. kiranya, awal ini cukup desperate karena dia ngerasa udah ganteng, tapi masih jomblo :( yuk mari manteman siapa yang mau pdkt-in Awal silahkaaaan!



Kalo Yudha temen 1 basecamp juga, waktu kelas 11 kita sering main bareng-bareng di rumtop dan kadang nobar gitudeeeh, Yudha nih cowok yang kakinya mulus, takut item, dan gelian! pegang aja lehernya dia sama pinggangnya ntar juga menggeliatgeliat:b
Sukses buat Yudha dan Awal!


Waktu acara mau selesai, Wakil Ketua PHOSFOR periode 2013/2014 menghampiri dan memberikan setangkai mawar putih ini, katanya sih dari anak PHOSFOR. Terimakasih adik-adikku! 


Gak semuanya bisa di taro 1-1 disini, pokoknya makasih banget buat kenangannya X-8 Vasteristiclyte, XI IPA 1 Loostusteadus, XII IPA 1 Oustine! Buat PHOSFOR jugaaa! Buat XXIX..
Sukses semuanya! See you when I see you guys!

Adieu!
xx

G-O-O-D-B-Y-E!
posted on 7/19/13 at 9:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Long time no posts and here I am with my teary eyes..

I can't reach my goal of being a student in University of Indonesia.
My Mom has been my very best supporter since the 1st announcement. I only chose UI for the whole tests I've joined, too high, but that's what my father dream, his only child become one of those lucky students. He also want us to be a one of those who wear that yellow jacket (he was a student in UI).

When he knew that in this last chance I can't pass... Beliau gak ngomomg apa-apa sampe sekarang, walaupun ibu udah berusaha supaya bapak tetep support, tapi yg beliau tunjukin hanyalah rasa kecewa yang sangat dalaaaaaam. Bahkan, waktu mau berangkat ke kantor beliau gak pamit, gak mau kaliya liat muka anaknya ini yang bisanya cuma ngecewain dan nyusahin. Kalo aja rias boleh milih jurusan apa yang rias mau, kampus mana yang rias pilih, rias bisa jamin kalo rias gak akan ngecewain bapak.

Ibuku itu hebat, hari ini ibu malah ngajak gw jalan-jalan untuk ngelupain rasa kecewa gw juga yang tentunya gak kalah dalem daripada orgtua gw. Ibu dengan bangganya ngerangkul gw waktu jalan, padahal biasanya gak pernah.. Ibu bilang biar gw kuliah di swasta aja, daripada di luar kota, emangsih gw pernah bilang ke ibu kalo gw gamau pilih kuliah di luar kota karena dari kecil udah ditinggal ibu dines kemana-mana, masa sekarang waktu ibu udah pensiun, udah di rumah terus malah rias yang pergi ninggalin ibu?

That Mr. Mafaza also been here the whole time, he always says "masih banyak cara lain buat sukses" I knooow. He always supports me and he always lend me a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for always been there for me.

A sweet young lady named Arissa also always supports me. Her words always touch me trough my deepest heart. And she makes me realised that I am loved and blessed. She loves me, she also says that there are a lot of people out there who care for me, who love me, who are nice to me because I always do the same to them, but I never knew that. She makes me sure that nothing to worry about as long as I focused on what I have now.

My big family... Ah they are the best! I couldn't ask for more.

Well, at the end only Allah knows what's the very best for me, even I ask for thousands times to be a student in that university but it's no good for me, I won't be accepted. Mungkin jurusannya yang salah, atau kampusnya yang salah, mungkin memang bukan di situ rezekinya. Allah pasti punya jalan lain untuk rias supaya bisa bikin bapak dan ibu bahagia. Karena emang riaslah harapan satu-satunya, Mungkin sampe sekarang rias udah terbiasa dengan kata gagal, tapi rias gak bakalan bosen gagal sampe rias bisa bikin bapak dan ibu bahagia, gimanapun jalannya, sesederhana apapun bentuknya yang penting bapak dan ibu nggak ngerasa disusahkan dan dibebankan lagi karena rias.

I want to thank you to all of you for supporting me! =D

I am grateful for what I have now. I couldn't ask for more. I have my family, my friends and lover who never get tired to lift me up and never throw me back down!

I love you guys! And I'm feeling special because Allah wants me to wait for something big that gonna appear in front of me and I can't barely wait for that! *meyakinkan diri sendiri lah ya*  

Adieu!
I'm gonna post some more since I have nothing to do til September wohooooooow!!!!!!
xx

say hi to OUSTINE!
posted on 4/19/13 at 10:33 AM | 0 cmnt/s

hello!

 let me introduce you to our special twelve science one (re: oustine)!
well kemarin adalah hari terakhir kita menghadapi ujian nasional dan itu berarti kita akan menjalani hari dengan masing-masing, maksudnya ya ga di sekolah gitu. belum ada setahun kita jalanin bareng-bareng tapi harus pisah juga...

 kelas yang misah sendiri dari deretan kls 12 ipa yang lain, kelas yang dari awal udah kena sama guru dan kelas yang namanya 12 ipa 1 tapi sering di cap nomor 1 dari belakang. 

 tapi, kita ngerasa kalo kita kelas yang paling melebur jadi satu. hahaha ya semua kelas pasti akan merasa seperti itu, yang jelas sih, antara kita hampir ga ada jarak. mau kita duduknya ujung-ujungan tapi pasti saling nyamperin. terutama kalo pagi-pagi ada yang lagi ngobrol, satu per satu orang yang baru dateng pasti jbjb alias nimbrung. 

 ngomongin soal sering kena sama guru, sebenernya dari hari pertama masuk sebagai murid kelas 12, kita udah kena sama guru matematika. waktu itu karena 2 teman kita gatau kalo bel masuk udah bunyi dan waktu nyoba masuk..............jengjengjeng, remember that moment by yourself, guys! :b
btw, kita selalu berusaha untuk gak remed di pelajaran ini loh

 lalu pernah ada kejadian waktu kita lagi belajar akuntansi, emangsih jadwal setelah akun itu kimia tapi waktu itu emang belnya belum bunyi, mungkin ibu kimia udah kangen sama kita dan pingin cepet-cepet ketemu. pas beliau masuk, otomatis kita bilang "belum bel bu" entah kenapa ibunya ngomong apa gitu terus pergi, ga lama setelah ibunya pergi, belnya baru bunyi dan ibunya ngambek gamau ngajar selama 1 jam pelajaran. 

 setelah itu, teman yang paling kita & guru khawatirkan (David) cabut waktu mau belajar fisika. padahal, waktu itu ulangan fisika kita mau di bagiin. ibu guru fisika kita itu baikkkkk banget, jadi kita kaget waktu beliau meluapkan rasa kecewanya ke David, dan akhirnya di kertas ulangan David ditulis "CABUT"

 guru bahasa inggris pun tampak selalu rempong, entah emang dia tipe orang yang perfeksionis atau ya begitulah...

 bahkan, kita sempet bermasalah sama walikelas kita sebenernya sih bukan bermasalah tapi, kita merasa kalo awal-awal kita cuma bisa jalan ber-40, bukan ber-41. ketua kelas kita juga memberanikan diri untuk ngomong langsung ke walikelas kita dan akhirnya kita bisa jalan ber-41=")

 berhubung hampir di semua ulangan harian dan nilai tryout kita sering di cap nomor 1 dari belakang tapi itu yang bikin kita semangat! tapi kadang gue mikir, emang segitu bodoh&malesnya kah kelas kita itu sampe di cap kaya gitu? tapi ternyata nggak, kelas kita nggak segitunya kok. kelas kita itu sebenernya korban, as what gabe said "ihhh kelas mereka tuh udah dapet soal, gimana nilainya ga bagus-bagus?" dan bayu si ketua kelas cuma nanggepin "yaudah lah be gausah provokator gitu yang penting kita tetep belajar" 

 walaupun emang sering di cap jelek, tapi kita sangat ama berharap kalo kita bakal jadi yang paling baik pada akhirnya. it's like save the best for the last. kita udah ngerahin semua usaha dan kerja keras yang maksimal, saling bantu dan dukung satu sama lain. and now, let God do the rest! =)

 i'll miss ya guys, i'll miss ya soooo much!









sekarang waktunya kita mencar-mencar untuk meraih goal kita masing-masing ya! 
sampai ketemu di hari lain! =')
"as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together. and if our life changes, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever"
{}=*
smooooooooooooooooooooochssss!
adieu!






2012
posted on 12/31/12 at 5:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hellooooooo! 
i just finished my latest post and i feel relief. i was crying loh haha such a crybaby-_-

 and then, this is the last day in 2012. what have you done on the whole year?
2012 flies sooo fast. 
and here are what i've done in this year.

 BAD MOMENTS (that i remember):

  • Knowing a tsunami in the early year. Japan, be save!
  • Had trouble with my scores
  • Argued with parents
  • Believed in a fake hope my father gave
  • Unwanted break-up
  • Breaking up problem
  • Split up with my Loostusteadus
  • Feeling empty
  • Sick for a week so i couldn't attend school
  • Argued with my very best friends
  • The other best friend mad at me 
  • The whole people in XII Science 1 had to sign on a letter of agreement with teacher
  • Felt lost like i had no friend
  • Friends blaming me because i found someone
  • Couldn't have a holiday with my family
  • Eyang Rini passed away..
  • Recognize who "this" person really is

and many more that i forgot

 GOOD MOMENTS (that i remember too):

  • One of my dreams came true, i went umrah :')
  • Khrisma got a new job after resign!
  • Oki graduated
  • Mom got a new car
  • Went to the 12 grade
  • Blend in with class
  • Got a new cellphone
  • Running Man 2nd Anniversary and yet still goes on till now!
  • Off position as a leader of PHOSPOR and gave it to the right person
  • Met new people in BTA45
  • A stronger best friend relationship
  • Seven-eleven
  • Found someone new :-)
  • Got my toefl score as what my father bet me


 Ah, good moments are too many and i can't write em all here

 and here are also my resolution for 2013

  • won't get my ass stick up too long to play with my laptop
  • study harder! and no more lazy things
  • stay healthy
  • pass all the tests smoothly
  • go to the nation university
  • see happy smile at my parent's face
  • HOLIDAY!
  • get my body taller
  • all of my projects status will be completely success
  • looking for a job, too
  • my whole family are still given chance to live longer in a very nice condition
  • relationship is still going well

and soo many more heheheh

 maybe i'll post again because it's too boring here huh 
adieu!  

...
posted on at 3:56 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hi there, uhm
i have a not so good day today, i really want to throw everything that has been bothering me. 
i know i shouldn't share it on a social media like this but i don't know who else would hear. they would say that i'm a grumbler, maybe i am, but no one really understand how i feel. not even ONE. 

 so, as you know, i'm living my life as an only child. i bet you think that "wow, cool an only child, she can get everything she wanted", "there'll be no one disturbing her", "she must be loved by her parents" NO! 
yeah maybe i can get everything i wanted BUT if i can give my parents something too, such as a good toefl score or the other school's stuffs. and you know, sometime it is tiring to beg for their (parents') time. both of them are workaholic. correct it, my mom is still trying to make time for me. how about my dad? he doesn't. weekend, holiday, red date or else he-still-make-his-job-as-a-priority. mark it. once i get his time, there's always something that makes me mad. like on the way, heading to somewhere, he never stop talking on the phone. and i do hate it, a lot. 

 i always stay at home everyday, school day. just with mbak. i do really want to play with my friends on holiday, but nowadays my mom always ban me to do this or that. maybe that's because i am a 12 grader that have to study all over seconds. it's so stressing me. i think my mom wants me to be an anti-social kid who only have mbak, masjon and masno as friends. being home alone is boooooooorrrrriiiiiinnnggggggg. 

 i don't know what else to say. 

 today, 31st of December 2012. i was planning a new year event with tika and tito but my mom has successfully ruin it. :-)
i envy people who gonna spend their new year event with their lovely family.
and on the other side my dad is in his office now, i don't know what is he doing there but i know for sure he doesn't even think of spending time with mom&me. thank you so much for your attention, daddy! there's only you who can make me feel loved and forgotten at the same time. i love you mom&dad :")
me? i think i'm just going to surf the internet or watch some variety shows, alone. 
if only my cousins were here, i won't feel this lonely. 

 bye!

birthday
posted on 12/19/12 at 6:29 PM | 0 cmnt/s

aha, howdiee? been so long since i haven't done some posts here. 
senior year's life was extremely time-consuming. well, the point is, i want to share my birthday story with you, i know this is toooooo late, but i want to show you something.

waktu itu, dari tanggal 5 November, gue bikin scrapbook untuk bapak tercinta yang kebetulan ultahnya barengan, nggak kebetulan sih tapi emang disengaja biar bareng...

dan tanggal 7, my Mr. Mfz, told me that he had an accident. i thought he was just joking but he sent me a picture of his foot...bloody damn

nah pas tanggal 8 itu gue bawa scrapbooknya kesekolah karena emang gamungkin nyelesaiin dirumah jadi minta bantuan ke temen. dan sepulang sekolah tanggal 8 itu, gue sama geng BTA tambahan di bta 53, gue berangkat bareng tidy dan dhifa, naik taksi, peralatan scrapbook+scrapbooknya gue taro di tas tentengan kecil. setelah sampe di BTA, gue baru nyadar kalo tas tentengan gue itu gaada. panic. panic. and panic. belajarpun tak konsen, bingung, resah, gelisah dll, rasanya itu kaya lagi naik halilintar terus kelempar ke kora-kora terus ngepar di bianglala dan akhirnya nyemplung ke danau.....*krik. 
tapi akhirnya gue nelfon BTA-45 dan ternyata................ADA! 
dan rasa senengnya itu kaya habis dapet 100 dalam semua mata pelajaran whoaaaaaah, my scrapbook status was safe.

malem itu agak aneh, mfz bilang biar gue gausah les aja soalnya bsk kan ultah waktunya seneng2, dia juga bilang feelingnya gaenak, apatau, ga pro bgt ya hahaha tp gue tetep ngeyel biar les.
terus, tiba2 nyokap juga bilang biar besok gausah les, doi mau ngajak makan-makan.
tidy juga bilang kalo besok dia nggak les karena mau main sama pacarnya
and so i said "liat besok aja" to my mom.

finally, 00.00, November 9th 2012
i asleep and so did my father. but mom, woke me up and asked me to move to her bedroom and i saw candle-lights! wow! it was a birthday cake for me and my father. we made wishes as we blew the candles. i was soooo happy!
(muka bangun tidur, duo alay)

seperti ultah2 sebelumnya, gue bagi-bagi j.co ke temen-temen sekelas. dan belum ada ucapan dari si M. gue tanya ke temen sekelasnya dia masuk atau nggak, katanya enggak dan....retaklah hati ini *dikit.
tapi pas istirahat, 3 sahabat ajinomoto datang menghampiri (yang 1 sih sebangku). mereka bawa bingkisan guedeeeeee. pertama sih bilangnya bukan buat gue tapi ternyata..............mfz nimbrung, bingung kan orang, katanya sih gamasuk, tapi.....ya suka-suka lo deeeeh. and then i opened the present. 
                                                                  "W-H-O-A-H!" 
this is the present that i have been waiting for the rest of my life!!! couldn't be happier at that time heheheh, thanks a lot Ajinomoto (feliza, paron&tidy) 



tapi tetep aja mfz ini ga ngucapin. he was being such a mood breaker.
tapi ya biarin deh ya biar dia seneng aja. 
terus balik deh ke kelas, dija bilang "check laci" gue check deh, pas dibuka.....................i found a cap, a cap that i have been looking for hwaaaaaa thank you so much my vice, Nadia Dija <:-d font="font">

jam pulang sekolahpun tiba, karena kesel dan bt akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk tidak les, pulang sekolah pun dijemput sama mas johno. terus tidur deh di mobil. sampe rumah, bangun sebentar, terus nyopot jilbab (karena waktu itu hari jumat) terus naro tas, nyamperin ibu ke kamar dan plek.....tertidur, i didn't even remove my shocks-___- 

lagi asik tidur tiba2 ada yang berisik, kirain siapa.......ternyata tika si kepala suku dan gue langsung melek pas liat ada posternya donghae!!!! whoaaaa happy sekaliiii. 

tika langsung sok-sok-an ngajak nonton di kamar gue, ok gue turutin tapi gue mbatin.... kok tika doang ya, kece mana huft mana gue juga masih bt sama mfz. bt bangeeeet hoaaah. 

 tapi tau-tau ada yang rame dan ternyata......jjang! 
gue liat dhifa tidy radian tito titis dan.............mfz he:-D
what a surprise! tapi mereka memberikan hadiah yang sangaaaaat menggelikan, yaitu adalah topi kodok i couldn't stand it, really-_-
dan mfz datang membawa sekuntum mawar merah huaa dasar anak alay yang dengkulnya (waktu itu) luka-luka tp cinta kok :-*

 waktu lagi ngobrol-ngobrol sama kece, aldi pun datang. dan tau tau mfz keluar, nyuruh gue ikut keluar, taunya dia udah bawa telor, otomatis saya kabur tapi di tenteng, tangan diipegang aldi, kaki dipegang mfz, kebayang ga? hhh jangan dibayangin deh. disitu disiram pake big cola, tepung, kopi bubuk bahkan cair dan abu rokok :""""""( teman mavam apa kalian ini.............tp sayang bangeeet ce sama kalian ({})

 setelah itu, selesai sudah penyiksaannya............trimakasih banyak! 
tptptptptptptp ada kado susulan ternyata, kata mfz "karena kemaren kecelakaan, kadonya nyusul ya"
do you know, he gave me this...........

  



dan ada kado susulan lagi dari  tidooooy, which is what i've been looking for too hehe


by the way, i'm touched by the video walaupun ada kesalahan teknis dalam penulisan "birthday" jadi "birhtday" hahaha maklum kok habis kecelakaan sih ya. but........i do love it! 
love people in it, and i love you guys, sooooooooooo much! :-*

enough for this long post, adieu!

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action yay!
posted on 10/21/12 at 8:07 AM | 0 cmnt/s

hi. i've told you about R, right? yep. 

he keep his words 'talk less do more'. it was our first month. i didn't expect much, as long as we're together, i'll be fine =] he didn't say "happy anniversary" or something like that, but i'm okay sooo i lived that day as usual, but when i mentioned him on twitter "met bulan pertama @rigelmfz" he retweeted it with "okesip" hhhh songong rite? but i loooove him *ups...we promised each other not to say 'i love you' intensively :-).

tapi, di hari berikutnya, he insisted me untuk pulang dia yg nganter. lalu, teman-temanku sibuk sama gue yang mau motokopiin soal, jadi dia nunggu lama. pasti dia bete hueheheh sorry yaw! 

sampai dirumah gue, gue langsung masuk, dianya gue tinggal di depan haha, pas gue keluar........jjang! 
dia bawa bunga =" i've never know that he's sweet, walaupun cuma bilang 
"kemaren kan aku ga ngucapin, nih *sambil nyodorin bunganya* itu yang warna orange maksudnya biar kaya d'jak ya"    

yayayaya terserah lo tapi gue seneng meheheh:-3
i love the way you act! the way you calm me down, the way you listen to all my stories, waaaa! 
stay like this, please...

oke ini cuma iseng-iseng cerita buat ngilangin penat setelah uts. bye!


new life
posted on 9/27/12 at 7:27 PM | 0 cmnt/s

why? why it has to be this fast? i've been letting it flow and this is the result. there's a yyoung man, he stole my heart and he didn't even try to return it to me. here's the story....take your chips and it won't be creepy (because i'll write this post with feelings and heart :b), i hope. 

i know him since he was a new student in my junior high school. we didn't know each other, well i just knew him as 'a new student' there. just like that.

we go to the same senior high school. back at 2010, he went to X7 and i went to X8. so, we were near right? but still, we didn't know each other. i only knew his face and his name. and also, we were friends in messenger. 

11th grader. we went to science class. i was in science 1 and he was in science 4. he went to the same class with my best friends, tidy feliza and dhifa. in the 2nd semester his classroom had a trouble with the air conditioners so, science 4 move to XII social 4. you know, XII social 4 classroom was there, stick beside XI science 1. we were near, right? and i remembered there was a time i saw him passed through my class, and i had a thought "he's cool". it was just like that. ya know, i had a boyfriend that time, so i didn't think much of my thought about him. 

i broke up. i told you in my several posts before. i feel lost but i knew i'll be fine. 

mos 42 2012. he was mentoring a class, and i also participated on that occasion. when i went to the class which the mentor was him. i felt like, oh my goodness..and it all went okay. and finally, we knew each other. we started to talk.

we started to contact each other too since we've been gone to the same class at bta. we dine out together with some friends too. and that time i had a little thought on my mind. i started to like him. but it all went in common. i haven't fell for him. but..........................................

it was holiday. a holiday that we always have in ramadhan and syawal month. we contact each other while we 'mudik' intensively. almost everyday of holiday. and i thought, i started to fall. fall for a young man i just knew. we continued to keep contact. until the day we had to go back to school. i had no idea. i never thought that our chat was a 'something' i always thought that everything was usual. nothing special. i didn't expect much of him. because i knew, he was careless. he didn't think much about girl. 

the day had come. 14 of september. my school held a 'latihan gabungan' for the 10th grader. i was placed in the climax post. physic&mental guiding or bimet for short. i was afraid if i couldn't do my best as a leader. feliza was there too. she knew that i like him. she realized something weird about him. he went to bimet for several times, he talked to me but i had no idea. because on fridays we have to go to bta and we both had to skip the 1st lesson because of latgab, i went there with him. 

 i was sooo tired, i felt something wasn't right with my tummy, i had a headache and all the things came troughout  my mind. i was really lost. i didn't know what was i supposed to do. on the way to bta, he said that he was hungry and asked me to eat before we head to bta. we had a chitchat it was fun. but i couldn't handle my tiredness.. all the moods i had were blending in. and out of the blue, he started to talk "gue lagi deket dong sama cewek. mau tau ga siapa?" "siapa?" "depannya R" "cie riris ya?" "kok riris? rias tau" *my heart skipped a beat* "mau nggak jadi pacar gue" he continued. and i spontaneously said "gak" "kok nggak?" "kan lo bercanda" "gue ngga bercanda" ooOooOOOoooOOoooOOOooo all the thoughts, all the moods were blending in and i had no clue of what was i supposed to say and do. he asked me to be his girlfriend. as simple as that, out of the blue. 

 we went to bta and i haven't told him the answer heheheh. i completely felt awkward, i felt like i was going to explode flew away trough the skies.... i couldn't concentrated on my study that time. 

 well before we went home i said "sorry, gabisa nolak" and we were officialy in a relationship. 


"The best kind of 
love is with the
most unexpected 
person at the most
unexpected time"


i think that quote is true. i love him. i love the way he makes me feel. the way he leads me to think that 'past is just past. it is your memory, you dont have to delete it but now youre with me'. the way he holds my hands. the way his eyes stare to my heart. the way he walks :b. the way he makes jokes. the way he laugh. the way his eyes will smile when it meet mine. the way he act. he doesn't talk much but he does more and more and moooorreeeee and that's what i love about him the most.

enough for this post. i'll tell you more about him, bloggie. :-)


I love you, Rigel Mafaza♥. :-)



p.s. sorry for the bad grammar and writing, still learning though:b

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posted on 9/10/12 at 5:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hay! have i told you about "Kece"? yap kece is like a family name.

 kayanya sih ya kece itu ngehipnotis gue... sebenernya waktu smp gue ga gitu deket sama tidy, titis, aldi, kober, bani, tito. sama tidy sih pernah sekelas deketnya cuma gitu2 aja dulu. kalo sama tika, mak kita mah temenan dari dulu sahabatan gitulah pokoknya, kalo sama yudha radian dhifa sih ya cukup deket. 

 awalnya gue cuma disuruh tika ikut jalan sama temen-temennya terus lamalama jadi sering jalan deh, sering main dan berlanjut sampe sekarang. no regret banget direkrut sama tika, gue nemuin suatu keluarga baru disini dunno why gue merasa nyaman sekali berada di antara titis bani tika radian yudha tito kober manda dhifa aldi dan tidy. gue gaperlu jadi orang lain, bahkan kadang gue gaperlu jaga sikap. gue bisa sepenuhnya jadi rias yang manja, yang suka rese yang suka nyablak kl ngomong...ya tapi mereka nerima aja gitu tapi tetep lah kalo adda yg salah dari gue mereka mencoba untuk mengingatkan. disini semua kalo ngomong itu ya apa adanya banget. gaada rahasia antara kita, gue bisa dengan luwes cerita ke mereka tanpa hrs ada yg ditutup tutupin, mereka juga bakal denger cerita gue, ngasih saran dll. dan kalo gue ngelakuin kesalahan atau ngelakuin hal yang mereka ga suka, mereka bisa kok ngomong pelan-pelan, ngasih pengertian ke gue ga dengan cara yang langsung nyakitin hati gitu. they know me well. they really are. 

 i think i fall in love with you guys, i fall hard. kalo bisa kita kaya yg di pict yang di share aldi ya "hari ini kita bersahabat, esok kita bersahabat, dan selamanya kita bersahabat. nakal dulu baru sukses, jangan sukses dulu baru nakal" huehehe hope this bond tied us forever and alwaysssss! i love u guys, and i miss u! can't wait to have the next quality time with u({}) 

a lil imagination
posted on 8/27/12 at 6:13 PM | 0 cmnt/s


hell-o! guess what!! i'm doing great and i love this brand new life. hanya saja gue agak risih sama nyokap yang secara terus-menerus mepet gue buat cari pacar baru. sedangkan gue lebih suka menanggapinya dengan "jodohin aja aku sama anak temennya bapak" yap, i always use that statement because... dengan kata-kata itu, nyokap bakal berhenti sejenak dan ngomong (misalnya kaya gini) "oiya, kemaren ibu ketemu tante esi, dr kamu kecil dia mau kamu biar jadi mantunya, anaknya sekarang udh semester 5 loh ganteng, putih wah...." setidaaknya beliau berhenti sesaat dan mengalihkan topik. 

sebenernya, gue itu suka ngayal, bukan ngayal yang enggak-enggak loh tapi. gue suka ngayal tentang masa depan gue, bahkan kalo gue ngayal udah kaya nulis story-line di alam bawah sadar gue sendiri. entah kenapa, bayangin masa depan itu enak, tentang karir, lovelife, motherhood pokoknya semuanya. mungkin sampe sekarang gue belom nentuin pilihan gue secara mantep bakal kuliah ambil jurusan apa, sejak bokap ga ngebolehin gue buat kuliah arsitek, gue gatau lagi harus kuliah apa..karena waktu gue mau jadi arsitek, gue udah kebayang mau kerja dimana. 

well, masih banyak jurusan lain yang mau nerima gue kok hahaha aamin. walaupun sampe sekarang gue belom tau nih, tapi pokoknya yang penting gue kerja dan punya penghasilan sendiri untuk ngehidupin diri gue sendiri&orangtua gue nanti. gue suka ngebayangin gimana jadinya gue kalo kerja di fashion co. kaya di Zara/Kardashian Kollection/Channel dll yang udh punya brand ternama misalnya jadi manajer di salah satu cabangnya gitu kan lumayan. atauga kerja di majalah, kaya di Devil Wears Prada gitu whoa nampaknya berat, tapi jadi fashionable gitu kan kewl banget.

and about love-life, i really wish for someone who'll always be grateful to have me, to feel lucky because he have me, to accept and love me for who i really am, to always stay beside me. i need a gentleman that i'll depend on. i know i have to be an independent lady, but i still need that kind of person to rely on. ya pokoknya i want a man who'll always needs&loves me the most and also find me perfect even he knows me at my worst :) 

i really wanna be a hot momma!!!!!!! i'll post abut my imagination motherhood later.

enuff kay? calm, you'll see me on my next post! x

ouch!
posted on 8/1/12 at 8:29 PM | 0 cmnt/s

hi... seems like my blog asked me to write (?)
i wanted to write something but i don't know what i should write right now, i have no inspiration. or maybe, should i tell you about my 12th grader life??????


so, here it is
jadi 3 hari pertama kelas 12 gue ga masuk ke kelas, kenapa? karena gue ditugasin buat nge-dokumentasiin acara mopdb. sebelum gue ke kls 12 gue udah denger-denger dari kakak-kakak kelas dan guru-guru terutama guru muda alumni 42 soal guru-guru yang bakal ngajar di kelas 12. ada guru ter-killer sebut saja pahe. 


pada hari pertama, kita udah mulai belajar, dan ternyata hari pertama jadwal pertama itu pahe ngajar di kelas gue, XII IA 1. ada 2 temen gue yang sekelas telat masuk ke kelasnya alhasil mereka diusir, katanya sih hentakannya kenceng banget sampe kedengeran ke kelas sebelah *iyagakya*


dari situ, gue udah takut banget... gimana nanti kalo gue masuk ke kls? mana katanya, kalo ga masuk pelajaran beliau, beliau bakal ngetest yang ga masuk itu buat ngerjain soal. whadehel, pelajaran beliau itu adalah salah satu pelajaran yang levelnya "extra hard" buat gue, gue buta dipelajaran itu, dari kelas 10-11 gue gangerti apa-apa, setiap pelajaran itu gue cuma masang poker face gue. 


dan setelah masuk ke pelajarannya, ternyata dia ga segalak yang gue bayangin. hanya saja semua yang dibilang kakak kelas (yang gue pikir cuma buat nakut-nakutin) ternyata 100% benar adanya. mereka bilang "kalo dia yang ngajar, percaya sama gue, cuma suara ac doang yang ke dengeran" omagaaaah bener-bener gaada satupun anak yang berani bersuara, bahkan gerak aja takut. gue juga ga berani buat nengok-nengok ke jendela segala-____-


cuma setelah beberapa kali ketemu di kelas, beliau ternyata punya selera humor juga kok. beliau begitu karena cuma mau murid-muridnya disiplin, beliau baik sekaliiiii=')


andddddd, welcome Ramadhan! 
akhirnya ketemu bulan penuh kenikmatan lagi yah, semoga puasa kita dilancarkan+penuh!!! Aamin=)
mohon maaf lahir bathin ya, semoga lebaran ini thr yang turun makin banyak=')


see you in the next post!

The Amazing Spiderman
posted on 7/12/12 at 1:39 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I'm a big fan of Spidey. me, and my cousins really wanted to see this movie on imax but we came late, all of the imax tickets were sold out. so we watched it in 2d, just as usual. by the way, i watched it with 3 of my cousins, Tedi, Dita, Kima and Tedi's friends (Momot and Jojon) who came to Jakarta to visit his new house. his friends were just too ridiculous, he talked in java accent (re: medhok). i was still trapped in the broken heart but when i  heard him talking i laugh that hard and forgot that i was still in pain. he always found a way to make people around him laugh. it was really nice to know him, both Momot and Jojon.



Back to the movie. just as its title "amazing". Peter Parker has changed to be mooooore hawt! The different of the amazing spidey and spidey 1 2 3 are mostly the technology, the story also a bit different, andddd we used to know that MJ is spidey's girlfriend but in the amazing spidey, Gwen is his girlfriend. do you know who play Gwen Stacy? it's Emma Stone, she's great in acting. and Andrew Garfield, i've watched his movie before but i didn't really notice him, but now.............omg he's just too HOT! who's with me?! 
Andrew and Emma are dating anyway. they looks cute together, for sure. 
well if you like this kind of movie, you HAVE to watch it! especially for girls! :b

                                   
Andrew says bye! =)
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